life...

sooo this past week i FINALLY realized that I'm not a little girl anymore, I've actually grown up. I'm honestly not taking it too well. I just don't know what to think! haha and i think my family is like "what's wrong with you??" because I've had some interesting mood swings... My eyes have just opened to reality and I'm liking it, but not.... I don't know. I just don't like the fact that most boys are jerks and they just don't get it. It makes me sad. Ugh, but I'm making it through with a smile, and praying that Heavenly Father will let it all work itself out! :)