it might as well be called krista in wonderland

so i watched alice in wonderland the other night, well let's just say i fell asleep at the beginning... but i've been thinking about it a lot lately...

my current life is a lot like it!

1st relation: it's a lot like the wild world i'm stuck in.

2nd relation: it's a lot like the way i feel. like all of my scattered thoughts. like...
WHAT COLLEGE WILL I BE ABLE TO GET INTO?

IF I DON"T GET INTO THE COLLEGE I WANT, WILL I STILL BE HAPPY?

WILL I GET MARRIED RIGHT OUT OF COLLEGE?

HOW WILL I KNOW WHEN MY PRINCE CHARMING IS MY PRINCE CHARMING?

WHAT SHOULD I CHOOSE TO STUDY?

SHOULD I WORK REALLY HARD FOR A CAREER WHEN I KNOW I WANT A GUY THAT CAN PROVIDE FOR ME AND MY FAMILY?

WHAT IF MY HUSBAND DIES AND I HAVE TO PROVIDE?

SHOULD I GO ON A MISSION?

WILL I GET HOME SICK WHEN I GET TO COLLEGE? (PROBABLY)


SHOULD I STUDY MUSIC? WRITING? PHARMACY? SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT? IDK!


so many decisions... so little time.

3rd relation: part of the indecisive little me. it makes it so much harder that i can't just look a ahead in my future and just make the right decision the 1st time. Heavenly Father just puts a blindfold on me, and just helps me a little along my journey. He erases it so that i can't see it, and it's my job to find the right way.
like alice...



3rd relation: there are many white rabbits in our lives.
just like distractions.


and the 4th and final relation for now: this is what i really look like when i'm worried. LOL but no, for realll